by Natalia Noel
As a human
I have to accept that many things I will never know
but I can be certain that most seeds I plant will grow.
That sun sets will likely rise again.
Tomorrow in this life
I will feel pain
love
joy
and sorrow.
And when it’s done it’s a mystery
if any of it will matter.
Because as a human
I can’t solve much.
I just have to live through it
and while the world is creating theories
and trying to prove it.
I choose to observe and plant lavender
smoke marijuana
soak in crystal baths
and write a story.
At times I feel sad that I am human
and I am hopeless
because to spark a change
you have to promote it
and I accept that many things I will never know.
There are evils on this earth
filled to the core with secrets untold
and I’m just a speck expected to be a spark
when I don’t even know who is driving this ark?
Jesus take the wheel
But so far
all he can do in the name of free will
is allow me to surrender and accept
that many things I will never know
but I can be certain that most seeds I plant will grow
the sun sets
and will likely rise against tomorrow
and for reasons unknown
in this life
I will feel pain
love
joy
and sorrow.
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